Why I drink

 
 
over 90% of what's taking place in the world is bullshit.... false illusions.... everyone is a "spiritual teacher" ....etc etc.  
 
 
 real talk.... artificial smiles; the truth is that most ppl are more or less miserable.... trying to make sense out of this life....I'm real enough to admit that I am....
 
 
I feel like a rebel; i don't care to be one....but it beats being stuck in a robotic mechanical mentality; I believe in something greater than what meets the eye and beyond comprehension of the human mind....
 
 
 but I refuse to be institutionalized; I choose to "navigate around the mind fuck" that society feeds the best way I can....
 
 
  it's exhausting.... escapism is what I live for.... "getting away".... even if it's just my mind doing the running.....
 
 
because I'm a runner; a runner for the rest of my life....