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olanzipine blues
all my muscle feels like
struggling in
punishing weights on
ankles and wrists
im supposed to say
thank you for this
my mind feels like
running into padded corners
smashing body
against blue mattress
no one can hear me
no one that matters
im supposed to say
thank you for this
my joints feel like
old machine needs oiling
rheumatic pain
thank you thank you
for this
Published 14th Jun 2020
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15th Jun 2020 00:43am
hi Anna they got me maxed out on bipolar meds
it tires and steals my imagination
I feel you ❤
it tires and steals my imagination
I feel you ❤
15th Jun 2020 3:58pm
15th Jun 2020 4:25pm
they do I've gained twelve lbs. but I didn't take them yesterday and I felt my mind tripping again I don't know the answer :(
15th Jun 2020 4:36pm
ive started to get a sense of when things begin to go "weird" and its usually about 8pm and then i remember oh you have to take tablets for this now
15th Jun 2020 5:04pm
that's good it's tricky getting a good balance in you where they don't take from your personality but do work in keeping the freaky thoughts to a minimum...I'm starting to get balanced myself...
15th Jun 2020 9:31am
Reading this spill
has affirmed my decision to not take the psycho-therapeutic (often didn't FEEL therapeutic) drugs the V.A. Hospital had been feeding me (for my own good, they said).
That drug is wicked with the muscle spasms!
has affirmed my decision to not take the psycho-therapeutic (often didn't FEEL therapeutic) drugs the V.A. Hospital had been feeding me (for my own good, they said).
That drug is wicked with the muscle spasms!
15th Jun 2020 3:59pm
i would never recommend anyone not take their medication as prescribed but if it works for you
15th Jun 2020 6:34pm
Going on 20 years of not taking any.
I've had to learn how to live with my mental illness
and take ownership.
I've had to learn how to live with my mental illness
and take ownership.
Dark as ever, anna!
I dont think I'll ever see a shrink to have myself classified as something.
I'll find a way to break it myself.
Never thank the poison except it makes you stronger.
I dont think I'll ever see a shrink to have myself classified as something.
I'll find a way to break it myself.
Never thank the poison except it makes you stronger.
21st Jun 2020 1:28pm
They are deaf to our pangs. I feel you I hear you.... What you experience(d) I too went through...
