"yell at the sky"

    
   
  if I've gotten a dime for all the times, in my mind I wanted to "yell at the sky"; I'd still wouldn't have enough to keep my mind "pacified" only occupied....    
   
   
  the secret to "happiness" and "smiles" begins and ends in the dark.... knowing.... that one has physically dropped into an unexpected, involuntary  existence....and now....    
   
   
one either falls in love with or more or less resists "this",    
yet finds a way to "live" in it....    
this experience made into an experiment....