Slipping knot poetry

Un careful placed tongues    
Slipping knot poetry      
To be sure      
To swing      
And unable to hit      
     
Like a falling dream      
A dream where you fall    
Brace for it..    
But you wake in the middle      
The bottom      
It stays in the distance    
     
No bottom of it      
Of words      
Sliding out from under you      
Slipping from desperate grasp      
     
White knuckles curl the syllables      
The meaning of them      
Clenched in its palm      
Full of the map      
The born in tree      
      
Knowledge      
Intuitive like      
     
But wrapped tightly      
By the struggle      
By pride      
By counterintuitive impulse      
The likes of it      
Unholy      
     
(To most)    
   
Few would condone it      
Many would do it      
     
I often feel like saying it      
Often it enters my body like blasphemy      
     
And it rock shocks      
Grabs warm places      
Digs and I buck    
And then    
And then...  
     
I want to fuck      
Like a kicking mule      
And a gone bad woman      
     
On the edge      
Sitting pink on the verge      
Of clamped tight      
Spasm      
And its lie awake at night      
........ rocket      
     
Rocket      
     
Rocket.... 
 
Phew...  
     
I breathe heavy      
Like a time lapse photo      
Of an obscure      
Underwater creature      
Whose movements jerk      
In reds      
And shocking      
Bright      
Neon blue      
     
Pulse    ....
..... ..  
     
And ads plenty      
To dark depths      
Of uncharted territories      
The Mariana Trench      
And ungodly bottomless holes      
Found right smack      
In the middle      
Of a desert      
     
Right smack in the middle      
Like a      
........rocket      
     
Shoot...