Bang My Head

I'm trying to get back into college,
Looking over all the online information, not sure which knowledge
From the pages upon pages is needed or not,
It makes my brain feel as if it is beginning to rot.
My ability to focus recedes
My head hurts, and I feel like beating it against the table until it bleeds,
I just need to rest it a minute,
Then I'll be able to focus.
My pulse pounds through my brain and body like the song "Voice of the Past" by Diabarha,
I just need to step away briefly, for me to even be able to understand a single scintilla
Of all this information,
For going back to school to help with my growing up transformation.