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Quarantined

Now as the earth wakes up,    
will you come back to me      
I am not me anymore      
You left me on the edge of oblivion      
A scream frozen in my throat      
I do not know how it arose      
More and more inclined to the fact that somehow      
I did something wrong      
So many lost moments      
I know it will be easier      
without pointless tantrums      
You took my heart and  
I'm feeling so alone without you  
I have nowhere to go and I still feel quarantined      
Sheltered from your love      
For me there is only tears until dawn      
Stars shine until morning without me      
You always wanted to stay among them      
But apparently this is not fate      
and we made heaven silently doubt us      
You know I will owe you      
Whatever you need      
You raised me like a pure spring      
And you promised not to leave me      
That you and I are only at the beginning of a dream      
Take my heart and my soul      
I'm so alone and I want to die      
I have nowhere to go and I am still quarantined      
Sheltered from my dreams
Written by KristinaX
Published | Edited 29th Sep 2020
Author's Note
Just an expression of my fear of abandonment.
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