Giving up on you

Why do I keep doing this to myself
I give and I give until there’s nothing left
Maybe I should just give up on love
Even though it isn’t my fault
I still take the blame
Throwing dirty on my name
When it was you this whole time
Fucking on me while thinking of him
Fucking on him not thinking about me
Yeah I heard you call out to him
While I was putting in my best work digging you deep
I guess he fuck just like me
Maybe I should just give up on love
Because I’m blaming myself for this pain again
Instead of letting go
I kept giving you the opportunity to hurt me time and time again.
That I am so out of touch with who I am
And now I can’t trust no one
You’ve made it impossible for anyone else to reach a heart that wants to be loved
Maybe I should just give up on love
I’m battling these feelings while you’re
Putting on a smile because you have your cake and eating the hell out of it too
I felt like your fool
I should of slide through when your homegirl told me too
Because everyone else knew how you do
I bet you wish you knew who
I’m just not that dude
I should give up on love
But Nah.... I’ll just give up on you