"Burried myself alive"
It's as if I dug my own grave in more ways than one.
It's as though I burried myself alive, and have been siliently suffering for a long time.
I put myself down all the time; but I'm 6ft underground in this case.
I was slowly starting to find the strength to reach for the surface, but as soon as the surge of engery came; it quickly disapeared.
I loose belief in myself faster than the speed of light.
I'm trying so hard to dig my way out.
I can't seem hold onto the positive energy long enough to reach the surface.
Since I'm hidden by 6ft of negativity, doubts, pain and fake smiles;
No one can see me.
No one knows how hard I fight.
No one will ever hear my screams.