Ethereal of sadness

Pray for me I know I'm not alright yeah
I spend my time alone at night
Watch the stars as I drink excessively
Mind flooded as I cry out to nobody

Baby I don't want to do this
Heart broke I don't see any changes
Tightrope as my mind rages;
Hellbent when there was no haven.

What's it like to be wanted,
I only ask this cause I'm haunted
Lost in the unknown, I can't pretend;
I'm alone to the very end

I just want a friend
But they only care about material,
Call me crazy I can feel my end.
I see all this shit, life's ethereal.