Gender Ramblings

I'm tired of asking exasperating questions about the frivolity of society
And of humanity.  
Such as, "what are the modern reasons for the glorification of large breasts?"  
Why not something like history, science, art, music, literature, LGBTQIAP+, mathematics, architecture, magick, nature, religion, spirituality, clothing/costuming, or gardening, something that interests?  
I understand, way-back-when, males needed to make sure they could find a mate who could feed their children well,  
But nowadays, smaller works just as well,  
Well, actually better, less/no back pain, more sensitivity, less fat for easier detection of cancer, and if small enough, a bra is usually not needed,  
Only stick-ons are usually needed.  
I love being able to wear ever-so-slightly lower cut tops because it looks like nothing is showing.  
I'm lucky they stopped growing.  
It also helps me on my more masculine days,  
I don't have as much up top to hide, since they're only A's.  
I cry when I hear/read about hatred of all men,  
I identify as part man, I am in love with a man, and my father, brother, four half brothers, mother's husband, and two step-brothers are all men,  
Good men.  
(I mean, I may not have a lot in common with, or like my step family, but they are good people)  
Not every man is horrible.  
I don't mean that you have to forgive every awful man for the things they've done,  
But it's not all about you, you haven't won  
Just by assuming and calling out a man across the room from you just for briefly looking up from whatever he was doing, maybe reading book  
When you walked past him, just to briefly look  
At the thing that moved in his field of vision,  
Then went back to his reading mission,  
Perhaps, studying for a test at school or work, reading about a favorite subject, researching for a science/social experiment/presentation, learning self-help strategies,  
How to fix his computer, or new recipes,  
He's probably not unable to focus because he can't get you out of his mind,  
Because he's trying to find  
Just the right way to insult you,  
Flirt with you,  
Sexualize you,  
Or sexually assult you,  
Maybe he really is reading his book/magazine/newspaper/mail, riding his skateboard, checking his map/phone,  
Looking at the billboard, waiting for the train/taxi, talking to his friend, eating a granola bar, telling someone a story where he does drone,  
Calling his mother, asking a local/official for directions/help, or struggling with social anxiety and hoping no one notices him,  
If he acts suspicious, or follows you, yeah, be weary of him,  
But just because a man is in your vicinity, does not mean he wants you.  
So many people are standing up for LGBTQIAP+ rights, but when it comes to women, so many seem to still think all men are hateful Christian or atheist, cisgender, straight, misogynistic, transphobes, and that's not always true,  
Why, it's more often than you think, just the contrary,  
I'm part man, and I have a natural yoni, breasts, and long, thick, hair, wear dresses and skirts as well as pants and shorts, some days feel slightly more masculine than others, am biromantic, greysexual, am Pagan, and have social anxiety.  
I also have lost several dear pets I've known almost my whole life,  
Have a slight spinal kyphosis, have a very hard time finding shoes in my size (5 1/2), have mental ADHD, so sometimes with my thoughts I have strife,  
And have naturally dry eyes from sleeping with my eyes slightly open (my eyelid muscles won't fully close when asleep),  
So maybe think about what others might be like and may be going though before you make a hateful peep.