Redemption Didn't Work Out for this Sinner

Tried a few days ago to drink the Mr. CLean  
Figured it was a 2 for 1  
Mind Righting  
Disease fighting  
Truth is I am what I am  
No amount of disinfectant will change that  

I've had facial hair for almost 10 years  
Shaved it off one day to discover Melanoma on my chin  
Pretty bad too, see scar in my avatar  
The scar is pretty benign now  
I hated it in the beginning  
Learned to love it because it saved my life  
 
Went back to shadow beards to cover the scar  
As always come Spring I shave and get shiny  
I hate shaving but I look younger without the beard  
I'm elderly now by government standards  
Should I listen to those clowns ?  
 
I need my dirty poems  
I like making people laugh  
My twisted soiled thinking is your stimulus check  
Don't spend it all in one place  
Giving is sometimes better than getting  
 
My lost poem series is done now  
There are lots more but they suck  
Except the one about the black bean dip and the super bowl  
And a sex act  
Maybe later