The Things You Make Me Feel

“How should I feel whenever I’m around you?”

“Is it right to feel this way about you?”

“ What if he hurts me?”

“ Should I take the chance?”

“Should I stay?”

“ Or should I just walk away?”

These are the questions I ask myself whenever I think of you.
They run through my head on a daily as I’m afraid to become naked and let you inside my heart for you could possibly tear it apart without a single care in the world.

“ Do I bare my soul to you or must I become secretive with you?”

“ Should I let you in no matter the risk?”

“ Do I show you how I truly feel inside or just get down and cry?”

“ Should I run away?”

“Or Should I risk it all and stay with you?”

These are the never ending questions that I ask myself over and over as I drive myself mad till I cry wishing you could just wipe my tears away and make me forget my fears and make me come back to reality.

“ I’ll be here for you”

“ I won’t ever give up on you”

“ I feel for you so deeply more and more everyday”

“ I want no one else but you”

“ I want to be with you forever”

Those are the words you always tell me and I can’t help, but everyday feel so much more happier and at ease whenever I hear these words come from your mouth ‘cause you always know how to calm the paranoia down some how.

“ I’m not afraid of being hurt anymore”

“ I love you”

“ I feel so madly, deeply, and truly in love with you”

“ I trust you”

“ I put all my trust in you”

Those are the words I wish I could say to you without feeling so vulnerable because I don’t want to seem so weak in your eyes and that’s the last thing I’d ever want you to see me as.
So these are the words I’ll tell you instead

“ I‘ll never run away”

“ I want no one else but you”

“ I’ll always be here for you”

“ I’m so into you that nothing or anyone could ever stop what I feel for you”

“ All I want is you”

These are things you make me feel whenever I’m with you.