I PUT MY TRUST IN YOU

As I face this morning and slowly rise to awake, from another restless night of another night of tossing and turning. As the whispers of the darkness slowly creeps into the subconsciousness of my mind, as it grabs at the very core of my soul penetrating through the stairway of my inner  thoughts. Yet I try to block out the images of the many shadows of the darkness, with its demons and gouls that seems to come from the dead of night, running through my soul impacting the stimulation of my mind and heart ripping out my soul. As they are haunting me and sending subliminal messages, that just seems to want to control the very existences of my life and world. As they attack me mentally and emotionally, as they capture the deepness of my physical and spiritual being in a world pool by the anxiety and depression, fuel by the darkness of the unknown along with my fear carried away by being afraid and abandon and alone. Yet that same feeling slowly blinds me from not being able to see, into the depth of my own true existence the true meaning of living life. But at last there is a common ground of understanding and support, as I  deal with the madness along with the process of the insanity, with the stress and confusion that has altered my life. For I put my trust in you that one relationship, that has always remained true in heart and soul for as I reach out my hand, to give to you too hold as you guide me through this cycle known as life. For I have nothing else to fear as you hold my hand, in your loving embrace of grace as I shall put my faith and trust in you the most highest spiritual soul, who has never left me nor ever forsaken me through my many trials and tribulations...AMEN