Him

The weight of the world seems to be heavy on his shoulders and i just want to take his pain away , be the one he runs to when ever he has a bad day.you see There's something about this man that I just can't walk away from. I know i should say fuck him but honestly I think I love him so Im stuck. Tossing and turning  night i just cant sleep , my mind bringing up all these different scenario and not one ends with yu and me.i close my eyes and try to take a deep breath but the more i inhale and exhale the stronger the fire burns deep in my chest.  Screaming voices .... Again??..... We not going thru this . so just let go, move on , say goodbye ,  no regrets . i hit the blunt and  drift off to a childhood memory before the pain , before the heartbreak and before life ruined me where we longed so hard for fairy tales  to be a new  reality . how naive cuz now  wishing on a star seems so silly to me . theres no sleeping beauty ,  no prince Charmin and unlike Cinderella no one is coming to rescue me , happiness only exist in my dreams.so......theres something about this man that i just cant walk away from , its way beyond physical , i feel him in my soul and the loneliness when hes not around makes it impossible to let go . he truly is thee epitome of the man of my dreams see i dont know if yu get it but it means he was simply made for me . so no matter where he goes my heart will long to be.