Shhhh It'll Be Alright

Things honestly just feel like they are going to shit around me....and relationships I'm having with people are just falling apart....idk what to do I live alone and I have so much time with my thoughts.....my energy just feels so dark right now.....and I feel as if I'm losing hope in everything on this Earth.....so I decided to write this in the moment where I'm at my lowest....and just see what words would flow from me..... it hurts the most knowing that in the time when we should be coming together the most....were treating each other like the enemy....and I just want to feel the love in the air....why is that so much to ask..... I'm hurting so deeply and I just don't know what to do with myself anymore to where I'm considering therapy....