Like I was hit by a semi truck

Lately I found out the perfect friendship I had with my best friend wasnít actually perfect. Turns out she thought I was fucking a lot of things up.
So, it turns out
Maybe what I saw
Was what I wanted to see
Then I guess itís my fault

But seeing all those bad things I did
I guess it makes me think
How can you change this reality
In a blink
Of the eye

And I canít help help but ask... why

Why did I ever treat †you like that?

Why didnít you let me know?

And HOW....

How did this go on for so long?

How do I get so intense when Iím mad that you avoid upsetting me?

How do I get so mad?

And WHAT...

What †is wrong with me?

What makes me so insecure?

What possesses me to need you to respond immediately?

I feel so much for you
I never wanted it to hurt you.
Written by wak1ng_up (Dylan9z)
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