Savior

I cant let go
rampant selflessness  
has conjured
a unique selfishness  
which crept up on me  
insidiously  
similar to adipose  
following the hormonic  
lull  
and its ultimate  
inevitable  
cessation  
 
face it  
its a yin correction  
of yang  
and vice versa  
thang  
 
live long enough  
consciously  
honest enough  
to choose regret  
over  
selective forget  
and this  
whole ball of hacks  
becomes pretty easy  
to get  
    
the novelty  
has finally begun  
to slither off  
these once glorious  
now dreadfully familiar  
crumbs  
you know the ones  
distractions of flavor  
aural, visual and verbal  
content  
scandals of the leeching  
bums  
until it seems so  
hackneyed  
the road traveled  
all too often  
incredibly even  
indifferent  
to cum  
 
seemingly disconnected  
idiosyncratic  
psycho-tides  
incite me to run  
or even contemplate  
that It's all  
SO Done  
then suddenly  
unexpectedly  
THE ALMIGHTY  
Orchestrates  
a series of events  
that serendipitously 
manipulates my graceful stumble  
upon  
Coconut Rum