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LAST TIME I REMEMBER YOU
As I stare out the window and I remember when the last time I saw you, through my eyes of silent tears staining my cheeks with lines of hurt, along with the process of the pain heavy upon my heart and chest. For you slowly began to fade away, within the depth of the darkness like a shadow of an illusion of the man, that I thought loved me as I loved you with all my emotions and feelings even my heart and mind. But yet it wasn't enough to make you stay with me as I thought it would, yet instead you damaged the depth of my heart and soul, leaving behind a mess to clean up in my mind and heart. For what were you thinking when you calmly step into my life and world, knowing full well that you had no real intentions of truly loving me, nor staying with me as one woman to one man. But one thing is for sure how much you really don't understand that I am not a weak minded woman, for even though what you've done to me I know I will heal. Even with the hurt and the pain that will leave, a scare not as a reminder but yet as a badge of honor, to understand wholeheartedly I deserve better than what you think within the depth of your mind. For I will remain standing tall with strength and courage, follow by my determination of my own self value and self worth. For you see what you did was wrong to me but yet you made me stronger to believe, within thyself as a beautiful and insightful and intelligent proud woman, who deserves to be love and appreciated with honor and devotion and respect.
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