WHY

I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
Why cant i end it?
Why must i go on?
I fucking hate you
But i love you still

You fucking know that you're ruining your life
Yet you still continue your stride
It all started since u hit the age of five
The moment you were able to be enticed by pleasure and comfort to be precise
Your lack of responsibility has been showing ever since
Now you're just betting with ur life like it means nothing
And who knows, maybe it doesn't
I know lately these thoughts be fucking with your head
And if people knew what you be thinking, fuck man, its disgusting for real
You keep on changing at this point i cant tell who's who
Every day its another you
Its fucking scary, i dont know who i am anymore
Am i me am i you? I could be any of these dudes
Are you mean are you cool? Are you ready for what is due?
When finally the truth will bear fruit
All your secrets will be revealed, and those fucked up thoughts too
You won't be able to hide much longer
People will see you as a fool
People will see you as a tool

I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
Why cant i end it?
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
Why must i go on?
I fucking hate you
But i love you still

And you judged people still
Laughing at them for being a piece of shit
Now you ain't laughing no more
Cause now you're looking alot like them
Its your worst nightmare
And staring in the mirror wont do shit
You've been trying to change for years
But I'm not seeing anything
What happend to all those promises you made?
What happened to doing things to change?
You got your mother's sad, shes been trying to get you into shape
And how did you repay her?
Are you just gonna stay that way?
And live off of others cause you cant get your shit together?
What happend to those dreams and aspirations that you had?
Is what you are now all that you amount to?
A half-man hiding behind a mountain of excuses
Its no use man
It all amounts to nothing
Your emptyness is showing
No talents, no aspirations
No hobbies, no usefull skills
You have nothing to show for
You have no future
You're a lazy piece of shit and you fucking disgust me
And its infuriating that you are me
Cause i didnt ask to be you

I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
Why cant i end it?
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
Why must i go on?
I fucking hate you
But i love you still

Everything is going to shit and its your fucking fault
You're stalling
Everything is going to shit and its your fucking fault
You're falling
Now's the last time, I'm done crawling
Let me out of here
I'm fucking screaming
God doesn't hear me yet but I'm getting louder
One day he'll notice me and thats when I'll expose me, for all the world to see

I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
Why cant i end it?
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
Why must i go on?
I fucking hate you
But i love you still

If people knew the things u did
The way you treated your mother
The things u thought about your friends and about the others
The things you've wished upon them,
It's fucked up brother
The way you deal with anger and the way your mood swings hit
The way you get pleasure from power trippin and the way you enjoy others suffering
The way you make people fear you because you have no other way to deal with your issues
You blame others for your own mistakes and blow up at anyone trying to get you to change
You express your fear with anger
And fear? You got a lot of that
You fear for all your issues
But you wont fix them cause you're lazy and a coward
Its crazy how you pass the time doing nothing
I feel like you're bluffing
And fuck all that, just ur entitlement is enough
Stop trying to get pitty
I already pitty you enough
And you deserve none
You've got no right to be happy-go-lucky
You're the biggest disappointment, fuck
Anything you do is out of self interest
You did everything wrong that you could have
Don't listen to anything your peers say it aint true, they all be telling lies too
Telling you what you want to hear
Cause u manipulated them into thinking he was real
You should have just killed yourself when you had the chance
At least then you could've had a tragic end
Rid the world and yourself from your existence
Something in you keeps persisting
But its fine just cry yourself to sleep once more
Hide from the truth and hide the truth of course
Run from your problems like the coward you are, its to be expected
I hope you get fucked up for real
Teach you a lesson for life
Cuz I'm up here stuck inside
Losing an uphill fight
Why