REINFORCE

Intro:
My self hatred had lead me down a path that would change it forever.
Online i found more failures like myself. Made me feel better about myself. Soon gaming and the internet took over my life. An escape from my real one

Verse 1:
One does wonder what happens when you gather lots of depressed people.
Let them share ideas and reconfirm eachothers beliefs
They influence eachothers thoughts and radicalise.
Making them come together in communities, fully anonymous.
They become less guarded about their ideas.
There they share the most horrible things: bullying, abuse, suicides and shootings.
You name it, I've seen it.
And those are less harmful then what's next, because when they start radicalising peoples ideas, it gets fucked up for real.
They will take young people who are usually already depressed and make them turn to them for comfort when they're stressed.
Slowly exposing them to ideas, pressuring them to change their ideals making them share their beliefs.
Not long and they turn into jew, woman, man haters, anything, you name it.
And when i saw radical people shooting up churches and mosks i thought these are the type of people i meet.
The same people that influenced me.
People dont think about it but the internet's an easy tool to indoctrinate people

And on the other hand there are lots of depressed people.
Elevating eachothers feelings.
Online you find the most pathetic people.
Even with nothing they'll make you feel like less.
I've seen people groom children.
I've seen people make others kill themselves.
I've seen peoples worst.
And its sad.
Cause now im desensitized.
And right now there are lots of people falling into that very trap.
It breaks my heart.
Once you're in and have nothing left you can barely get out.
There's no one who can stop them from their collective self destructive path.
They will turn you into the pathetic human they are.
Pulling you farther and farther from society.


Depression lead to escapeism
Escapism to hiding
Hiding from responsibility
Responsibility was draining
Draining lead to degrading
Degrading only made me indulge in escapism
Online was my escape from real life
But it really fucked up my life
Fun turned into addiction, life turned into fiction
Addiction ruined my chances to get rid of this sickness
I let people online influence me too much, they twisted my reality
Before i realised i was dependant on em, i trusted and believed them.
While everything around me burned
I ignored it
Closing my eyes
Turmoil insued
Fighting myself from the inside
Further i pursued, down this path
Self hate which would just become more severe with time
Because i was wasting it
Living an virtual life