HOW WE SEE THYSELF

WHY CAN'T I FIT IN...somewhere and someplace there is someone asking themselves, this very same question of the subconsciousness of their own mind. For what is it about being accepted that gives us so much troubles, that most of us start thinking that we aren't worthy of love and affection as the feelings carry along with it a low self-esteem. Yet through the many questions encased in the depth of our thoughts, these are the ones that reflect the most deep within the subconsciousness of our mind. Just on how we see thyself like why can't we just be ourselves, for why do we have to change who we are to fit in a society of people. That judges you upon ones appearance of how you look how you talk, how much you are different then most but really you aren't no more different, than the rest of the world of society and people. For you think differently about life as you see it not through eyes with blinders on but with them off, so why should you change who you are to fit in a society of people that sees not your true self as it should be seen, yet instead they want to change you into their own innermost images of an illusion of your formal self. For if that is what makes you feel good about you to fit into a society of people, that in order for you to truly be accepted to fit in then you have no clue of who you truly are to thyself. For if you have to change who you are and what you have learned, through your struggles of your life to become the person that you are now. Then you will never fit into a society of people, that sees not you but sees you as someone else that will fit into the make shift illusion of there own world. For some of us it took many years of going through, the motions of systematically and theology changing. How we see thyself through our own trials and tribulations, to become who we are now through our own experiences within life as we peel back the layers, upon layers of fault and blame for trying to change. For someone else instead of being who we are to thyself even, sometimes getting lost in the abyss of the darkness of madness of insanity of the change. My question to you ask thyself in honesty and truth and trust, who are you to THYSELF the person who you have become or the person, you want to be to fit into a society of people that doesn't see the real and rare breed of you in heart and soul and yes your mind.