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My Life

I use to please everyone
Put their happiness above mine.
Be the glue of the group
And hold everyone together.
Being that person though
Itís draining.
You feel stuck.
Feel like you canít let them down.
But the truth is,
I was letting myself down.
I go above and beyond
For the people I love.
Thatís who I am.
But I forget about me in the process.

Trust the process.
Thatís what they said.
How can I trust a process
That is chocking me
Cause me stress.
Hormones out of whack
Hairs falling out
The sky is falling
And Iím losing control.
The process is killing me.
Whatís it given me in return?
Put so much time into this
And all I get is
the ifs ands and buts.
Selfish right.

Feelings.
Yeah letís talk about that.
You want me to stay
Youíre mad at me for leaving.
Iím finally doing me
And apparently thatís a sin.
Like i said,
Never belonged
And never will.
No matter what i do,
People are never happy.
But why is that my problem?
You can talk all you want.
You can be angry,
At the end of the day
This is my life.
So keep talking,
Iíll keep writing
Written by brokeninside2024 (Gabby.S2378)
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