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Lately

Laying in the darkness
Donít know what time it is.
These thoughts
They got me thinking.
I want to cry
But nothing has happened.
Itís nothing
The feeling
How can i describe it
Besides empty and chaotic.
Images flash through my mind.
Man Iím such a screw up.
No!
Iím great.
Iím just in conflict.
Iím just empty.
Canít let this stop me
Iím going to make it
So many people rooting against me.

Laying in the darkness
Donít know what time it is.
But Iím thinking of quitting.
I think I did it all.
Stood up,
Lead a group girls.
They called me president.
I dont want to finish term.
Life is calling me,
Telling me thereís better
Things, better opportunities
Out there for me.
This life canít be everything.
The universe has spoken
Itís pushing,
Itís pulling,
Wants me to cross the threshold.
Take the leap
see a whole new realm.
Change is good,
Itís scary.
Embrace it maybe.

Laying in the darkness
Donít know what time it is.
Iím a dreamer.
I got goals.
Iím not married
But I feel like it.
This is what i have.
This is what Iím good at.
Everyone who says
Iím not going to make it
They never felt divorced
The way I have.
Thatís not the end though.
Ends are just
The start of new beginnings.
Iím going to see it all
Iím going to write it all.
And the people
Theyíre going to love it all
Theyíre going to hate it all.
But Iíll be happy with it all.
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