Just Another Notch Under Your Belt

I wanted it more than anything I've wanted before.
But I walked away to avoid being a temporary score.
Every ounce of my body wanted to stay.
But I ran making sure I got very far away.

I couldn't open my heart once again, letting you wreck it.
I couldn't give you my body knowing you would neglect it.
I couldn't be just another notch under your belt.
I couldn't stay because I knew how you really felt.

It's never been me and you've realized this.
You realized it from the very first fucking kiss.
You knew there wasn't a "spark" or a connection.
You knew when I refused to show you affection.

Being in love would have came much easier.
Being in love would have been much cheesier.
I'm sorry for everything.
We're done with this fling.