past/pass tense

    
   
   
   
   an apology letter longer than any list of things ever needed; known and unknown of those you've directly or indirectly "hurt"; how much does it really change things?  
   
   
   as if one can get through a single year without tension and pain; as if this is what it is; what's to be expected; what is to remain    
   
   
pass tense; only means higher toleration; doesn't mean one heals or ever will;    
   
then there's that "saying" "you can't  "please" everyone"....    
the epitome of the area of grey;    
   
feeling like a "cowboy" that wants to ride away almost any where one's spirit takes one; away from a "world" that appears to make sense    
   
past tense, present tense, future tense; navigating through tense which is associated with strength;    
as much as an early grave....