Pain

Pain is in my head
Death is dead ahead
My life I will pled
The truth I do dread

Shadows surround me
Nowhere I can flee
Trapped and never free
Blind, I never see

Locks in my own mind
Clocks begin to unwind
Crossed by my own kind
Lost, I never find

Drowning in my pain
Nothing to remain
Destructive, gone insane
Nothing more to gain

Alone and fallen
The promise, solemn
My precious, gollum
My last wrote column

Words are all I know
When lost, I too go
Frost and fallen snow
Stuck ten feet below

I am gone it seems
No more sleeping dreams
No more water streams
No more rainbow beams

Lost forever unknown
Never fully grown
Always felt alone
No sword pulled from stone

I wish I had hope
I wish there was rope
I wish I could cope
I wish but hear nope

So instead I run
From what I have done
Not a priest or nun
Not the perfect son

I failed my story
I lost no glory
Nothing left for me
No iron quarry

So I go to sleep
No more tears to weep
Death ready to reap
One last final leap