Spider of Good Intentions

Here we go again
We have our webs of friends
Full of good people
Doing what good people do
The web thrums with love
And goodness found all around
But then there's the spider
Of good intentions that made the web
The spider just wants to help
Clumsy in its attempts destroying the web
They tell us to reach out when we become suicidal
They say it's okay to message them at any time
They tell us they will love us no matter what happens
No matter how sad we get, how... disconnected from the web we are
Feeling like that spider trapped in its own web
Reached out to a loved friend confiding in them
That All I want to do is just curl up in a hole and die
They told me they'd been to too many funerals this year
That I had better not die, not this year
I am that spider of good intentions
Following what the professionals tell me what to do
But the professionals have never seen my web