Analyzing the demon.

Analyzing the demon.

So I get it now.
It's the thing my father told me about.
The monster that would burn my bridges.
The thing he wanted lifted before he was lifted away from me.
Not until now did I realize how right he was.
The reason I don't trust,
The reason I loathe,
The reason in can't keep you all,
The reason they are able to conform in malice,
The reason I let them drive me,
It's been ruining me lately and projected itself onto you.
Forgive me.
If I could beg I would.

I'm sorry.
I just found out.
I just realized that my worst enemy isn't even myself,
But my doubt.
It's not you,
It actually is me,
What scares me the most is that I think you know that,
and it's too late.
If so,
As much as it hurts,
I understand.
Even when self inflicted the pain is far too great.

It's my new goal to make sure that this monster can't take.

I'm done sipping this Pain Koolaid.
Written by DestroyerOfUranus (Des.)
Author's Note
Thank you Blue.
You really helped me find what was wrong with me. Now I need to face it and win.
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
likes 1 reading list entries 0
comments 0 reads 71
Commenting Preference: 
The author encourages honest critique.

Latest Forum Discussions
Today 4:43pm by Sky_dancer
Today 4:14pm by dkzksaxxas_DanielX
Today 4:11pm by souladareatease
Today 3:31pm by souladareatease
Today 3:31pm by the5thRiddler
Today 3:28pm by Valeriyabeyond