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A Back-Up Plan

[font=Times New Roman]When does his friendship mean
anything to you?
When you have no one left
to come to your aid?
He still thinks highly of you,
always did-- It made me sick.
To watch him roll over and beg
like a dog wanting your
attention.
He would do anything for you,
and still is loyal to you.
You don't deserve his attention,
his loyatly,
his love--
No one appreciates him like I do.
I am the person that saw him as a person from the beginning,
as a human being who needed to be
love and understood just as I did.
You were the back-up plan when it came to me,
you were the fruit cup when there's
no more chocolate pudding.
You were her second choice.
She used you-- Like she used me.
Now because you are alone now,
you turn to him?
Turn to him-- The one who was
there for everything but was never
appreciated.
How long has it been since you
spoke to him?
Now you need him?
I am no better I suppose; he was
my little decoy for a time to
drive my ex-lover into a jealous
frenzy.
But I did learn to really appreciate
him, because he was there no matter
what--
He was there because she never was.
She will never truely appreciate you,
no like she did me.
And you never truely appreciate him,
no like I do.
I win--
You lose--
I tried to warn you but I guess
I was too late.
So don't try to take what
isn't yours, you already did
that once and
you
got
burned--

You were her back-up plan.
Do not make him yours.
You lost your chance.
You have no idea who you're
dealing with, don't mess with me.
You were diagnosed.
But I never was.font]
Written by Page_Writer (Mad Girl)
Published | Edited 14th Sep 2017
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