rain

in through the outdoor in hopes of renewal
will you yet see me true
muddy blues and eidlevice winter rains and perversion
come to me lightly in the silent times
I fear I'm not your style my God

chain me in verses free me to the universes
gift me a form to amuse without mischief
will you yet loose your green eyed stare?
I love it when you are kinder
I've worn the sun as a halo does this amuse you
melancholy is here she is my lover
she is gentle and salves my wounds

would you that I be less proud
perhaps but then I would be lying and you would know it
I've spread my self thin this time
please go lightly here I am tender
you know my childhood fears of abandon
I love my mother but she is different judge her not harshly
let her live her fantasy without distorting my future

Vahalla awaits this lass
I wonder time do you find me alluring?
my personality keeps evolving I am young again
time times two we will keep up with change
some parts of us fall off this is the way of it
let your core feelings lead you

I am a blood orchid
feed your frenzy, your lusts
be honest with me and we shall grow