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I see darkness within my mind
I feel pain within my heart  
Happiness is hard for me to find  
My life is completely falling apart  
I'm lost and I'm falling behind  
I have no idea on where to start  
I look but I'm completely blind  
No way for me to read the chart  
So instead I miss the sign  
I completely miss the mark  
I can't remember what is mine  
On what path I should embark  
 
 
I can't figure out what is right  
I can't figure out what is wrong  
No answer is in my sight  
The journey is too damn long  
My emotions I have to fight  
I have to believe I belong  
I fight the pain from inside  
While hurt I have to walk  
Even fallen I have to ride  
Even with no voice I have to talk  
 
It's hard to fight the pain  
It's hard to find a way  
It's hard to not go insane  
It's hard to know what to say  
It's hard to avoid the rain  
It's hard for hope to stay  
It's hard to stop the train  
It's hard for you to be okay  
 
I'm running out of time  
I can't change my past  
I can't change my crime  
I can't change what happened last  
I can't change my history  
I can't change my life I lead  
I can't change who I will be  
I can't change on what I need