Mind Fudge

I should have seen for what my eyes tried to screen.
My demons fuck my head at night, so my 3rd eye sees bleak.
Now I am left with what the heart is screaming.
It's your lost love that the heart is reaching.

 Didnt know you was coming, games are eating my stomach.
Lies raping my loving, Wraiths raping dreams, Bullet kissing my nothing.
Your words don't mean something.
Saving yourself from my disdain makes me see you as nothing.

Your pity is used on the wrong mother fucker.
I'm loving the self loathing fueling my buzzing.
You do this for nothing, I do this for something to prove,
Maybe my life actually means something.
In casually fronting.
Everyday I'm a step a away from losing my nothing.

You do this to nothing,
Rotting the flesh in my skull,
All your usual fronting,
Means you used me to get to my nothing.
Tell me I'm gifted with something.

Yeah a bag full of your pain Motherfucker.
I'm losing my loving.
Turning to dark for love,
steel caressing my nothing.
Ghost haunting for something,
They smell the rot in my soul,
Toxicity leaking from nothing.
My pen stay bleeding for something.
Til my blood is bold enough to write about the consequences of loving.

My soul owes me something,
Telling me you were right,
in the end you used me for nothing,
Your ego is toxic.
You got me beat by a long shot,
Let your complex decimate nothing.

She losing her nothing, raping and reaving for love from every corner,
promiscuity oozing for something.
Heart throbbing for nothing.
She done screwed up my loving.
I'm losing or something,
Sticking for a win so my nothing turns to sanity, or something.