Elevator up please

Going up  
All the way to the top  
That raggedy string keeps following me  
I keep snatching it off the bottom of my pants legs  
But it keep unraveling  
Sweatpants turning into capris  
This darn string won’t let me leave  

I’m going up  
All the way to the top  
But my friends won’t let me leave them  
Unfriended  
I keep clicking unfollowing  
They keep following  
Those ones I don’t need  
Because I increased my worth  
I don’t need depression  
Weighing me down  
 
I’m going up  
All the way up to the top  
I said Elevator up please  
But you keep pressing the down button  
I’m riding with you to the basement and I have no place there  
It’s sexual sin  
Fire  
And snakes at the bottom there  
Trying to eat me below my waist there  
Turning me around  
To insert in my space there  
Whips and chains there  
Orgies  
Lust  
Drugs and  
Same sex there  
Demons are thirsty there  
It’s Not for me!
I don’t want to be trapped  
In Words  
Red Sin of Red Lipstick  
Walls of Smeared Oudem  
Weight Game  
And The Woods of the scrotum  
Her Pink Series  
 
 Elevator up please  
I’m going up  
All the way to the top  
 
If I let my Power go and stay at the bottom I’ll continue to party  
In the lobby of lies  
The rooms of her vagina  
These feelings will consume me  
As a meal  
I’ll get lost in the realms of a false reality  
I’ll be a mortality  
And at the wrong side  
As his slave  
Some acts can’t be forgiven  
as I said ,two weeks ago I was too weak  
Now I’m going up  
All the way up to the top  
 
Elevator up please