Without Me

You make me sad
and happy
all at the same time
I tell myself I don't need you
but it's clear that I do
I've cried over you
all of the feelings you've caused
they all get pent up inside of me
I can't escape them
they chase me around
always sitting in the back of my mind
When I try to get over you
I get pulled right back
I'm in love with you
but I'll never admit it to your face
and it hurts to hear you talk about her
even though all I want
is for you to be happy
but I know it'll be without me