Zip

Today started out really quite well,
Not quite heaven but far from hell.
Weather's quite fair, I'm fine in a light coat,
Then along comes a breeze, pulled my zip up and it broke.
Something so little and trivial but yet,
Makes me start to panic, get anxious and sweat.
My mood starts to dive and the anger begins,
It wells up from somewhere really deep within.
I feel myself glaring at everyone in the street,
They look at their shoes, my gaze the won't meet.
The voices in my head start screaming right now,
Telling me to hurt people and exactly how.
Now I'm running away, trying to find solitude,
As I know I'm dangerous when I'm in this mood.
I black out then come to in the grounds of a church,
Can't remember last hour and my head really hurts.
Feel scared and lost like a little child,
I hate this me that gets so hostile and wild.
I have to get home, try to get some kip,
And just think, all of this over a fucking zip.