(I want to) FUCK you

We stand three feet deep in the glistening snow
Pushing me down onto my scuffed and bleeding knees
Your Dads’ belt tight around my neck
hand-fasting my hair in your tangled fingers

You NEVER order
Yet, every look pierces my heart
My cunt swells
With your beckoning


 Anticipation pounding
I know you've been waiting
But there is nothing like a pain in the arse

I open wide drooling for my antidote
FUCK, I've been so needy
My tits hard as the ice hanging from the trees
As you slip in, forcing your way to the back of my throat
You fuck my face,
The tears stream
My saliva drooling
My cunt oozing, She wants YOU

Not a cock whore
Not slut
I am your CUNT
your dirty little secret
you pump me with collodial silver
Just enough, pull me up to my feet

I kiss you with your own salt
We SHARE
And I look and I tell you
I will always be a free-bird but I also want to belong to you
PRIVATELY

And that does not work
I want to watch you FUCK
And tell me I mean nothing
and then you come home
and YOU told me I know.
Stay in my own lane. :( I'm trying.