Living Injury

     “Either when I’m awoke or when I’m asleep
I’m always being pursued by the beast,
      “Jumping fences, running down dark alleys
Screaming in my mind-I want my dead granny,

      “Tricked out ambulances driven by a dirty EMT
Hitting corners hard searching for me,
      “It feels like the rats and roaches are giving away my location
But applied pressure to their bodies institutes a squishy devastation,

      “Every night its pussy beat downs of slimy nasty freaks
Putting them in bitch rotation for the last two weeks,
      “Without question I’m not the one in sexual defeat
Because the ho’s are sore and open with my used condoms stuck in their teeth,

      “Not only head strong below, but also above
For a long time I’ve realized life rarely shows true love,
      “My battle wounds is always emotionally shown
That’s why pieces of my compassion is slowly gone,

      “For trifling bitches, molesters and pimpin pastors
Forever a bullet to the dome for the funky bastards,
      “Because I’m living with an everyday ‘fuck it’ attitude
So fuck all excuses for being rude,

      “Now motherfuckas know in my inner thoughts I dwell
Internal entrapment within my own personal hell,
      “Separated by blood, bone and rotting meat
That’s why I make sure I’m the last motherfucka on my feet,  

      “Call this a journey from the gutter to the grave
As I move in the dark like if the light bill wasn’t paid,
      “Location and destination has become one and the same
Like an individual’s body ravaged by fibromyalgia pain,

      “At least pain is an identifier of ongoing life
But there are still some stupid motherfuckas who wanna taste the knife,
      “Pills, bullet whatever the choice of the week
Regardless of how they do it this motherfucka will never lose no sleep”.