who can handle me

Want to live
In the moment
Just need someone
Who can handle me
Not many can
Only think
As I conform  
Bend to them
Fakery masquerades
Goes no where
Am breaking  
Just need someone  
Who can handle me
He's out there for me
My need is great
My passion even greater
I would give
Just about anything
If it could be yours
To tarry together  
In our little universe
For a day, a night
Six months, twelve or more
Your ability to comprehend
And understand  
The me of me
And how it relates
To your man
Is the shining armour  
Of the knight
Hidden from others
Maintain appearances  
Masks conforming  
To others
I love you
Totally respect you
Want to be close
I know you must focus
Your life's work
Of utmost importance
I promise to respect
If only I can write myself
Between the lines of your life