happiness and connection

 
 
 
 
  as one laids back in the quiet night; thinking about society's whole take on life; like happiness and how they say, it starts inside;  
 
 I'm here to say perhaps they're right; and often one's appetite to feel a bright shinning light within for me is "roll of dice";  
 
the truth; i yearn to cuddle tight; despite the happy isn't there; is that wrong; disregarding what they say;  
neglecting societal rules?  
 
connection; I'm not waiting in a line to signature a heart to mine; i know i can't afford a time with quality of some like mind; i think it's just the times we're living in....the sacrifice;  
 
consistency is treasured by the one's that feel the most alive, and walk with stride and balance when it comes to pride;  
 
my heart; the sea shell sitting on the shore; you'd pick it up to hear, perhaps it'd be a soverner; something rare and unclear to the common ear;  
 
 someone's craft to hear the pulse of weary sound within my heart; and even if her ears were trained; i'd often doubt this heart is worth the claim....  
 
nothing short of drained; one's drive for life is one that's off more than anything