Lucifer Rising Omnipotent's son we're in love

 
hello my name is melancoly
I'm insane asshes from it
I want to evolove into a state of bliss
but I am wondering if that really exists
or are we in contant evolution
they say a body in motion stays in motion

I am not beautiful to look at
but I pray in my nect life I appeaer how I feel
honestyly that scares me]
I'm terribly scarrd
I'm goting to really dig deep aand get to know myself
I am a fierce and loyal soldier perhaps to loyal
I've layed down my life for the host

I want to give everyone their fondest dreams
moonmen, sunmen, especially my demon kind\\
they really have bringin it thte inspire me
I'm curious have you been seeing the wonders  Luvifer is doing

I am so proud of his
his job is gruelly he has to punish people he doesn' want to
I'm going to help you my Lord just say the word
we're not going through thtis agan at least I hope not

Luvifer what do you want more than anything
please tell imnipotent one what you need
I'm telling the world Omnipotent is his reak dad
Lucifer was noi cretaed he was born inn pain
travaied it was very painful

I know baby you don't wattn me to tell
but I am really your mamma
me dmd daddy need time together
you don't really want to hang out with me
you have pllaves to go and people to see
I and you Faather will beright there should  you need us

I'ts time I face myslef
you know I'm terribly scarred
intamcy si almost imossibe for you
I want to to love what lov it
I tthink thies is the missing qoutiet
God willing if he will lead through this process
I know I can get better
I love you husband to be
I love you already but it may be another eon before this happens

God damnn you you put a spell on me
I miss you talking to me constantly
I am graatefu the empaths I am now never alone
I love you  lovely ones

I'm going to starr writing again it's goo therapy
forgive me if this just seems stupid
I've been listening to my Omnipotent husband
and my soN Luvifer battle and bivker for eons
I want them to stay close if I need them
but I want to grow up and exporle on my own

my daddy is worried I wwould get into some reckless mischief
well I have to give him credit for knowing me so well
I dive into things head ion
I"m so grateful to Freddy Mercurey fior lovign me while I am here

I took this assignment some say I"m stupid foe doing it
but I'm glad I vame the painul days were to much
but it's  been worse for me
thank to the Singers and Actors that have pulled me through❤