Frightened Heart

He was constantly searching,
begging ad asking
for his meaning
somewhere, he knew
he was still lost
driving his life into the unknown
bewildering adventures at best.
However even at best
trying was exhausting.
So maybe
just by trying,
jumping next to her
was too damn frightening
He was too afraid
That him being a part of her
will cause a bigger confusion
that will end up hurting
not only him
but also her.
So he did not stop
from stepping.
A feet or two,
away
away from her heart.