To Have Never Been

I know the secret ---
where we're all going
that they keep from us.
Why am I writing this?
         Laughing.

There's an infinity ---
all is forever ---
if it was born
it cannot die.

I am ready to fade
I - I - I
to annihilate,
having been ---
peacefully,
    now I wait
            for the moment
I have said everything I had to say
for the Never-Infinite.
I am ready
to never have been.

All of the Infinite --
There never was
we never were living
walking the street in the night
        hand in hand
        and singing
we were not living          we were not living
Nothing Has Ever Been