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The Season of the Weakening (The revelation)

Singing these songs of PSALMs in my heart  
For no one to hear but him    
Picking the parts of my success and feeding it to these miserable thoughts    
At my highest point, I’ve been there several times in value    
They say currency speaks volumes    
But this (Hole )in my heart is catching wind(line 8)    
And it’s not whispering    
It’s yelling    
 
The revelation  
 
DAVID is talking to me,    
 I turn my head    
Intro Proverbs    
Weeping    
Because I went to Corinthians    
And I 1st told JOHN    
I was going into the water    
And as I did that day    
I felt the daggers fly over my head    
But still    
I tried to keep LOVE a priority    
But the enemy is coming at me in NUMBERS    
   
I’m Looking for validation    
Acknowledgement    
I’m Hiding behind these designer garments    
I feel like I’m failing    
even though    
He planted the seed in me so I could be fruitful    
But I’ve been stripped naked    
And MY fruits hang out    
Trying to clothe myself in these Verses    
I think to myself    
Maybe they need fixing , him, her    
Not ME!    
   
Bind these afflictions    
In this season    
Of the weakening    
From temptation    
   
The revelation    
   
I was made for greatness    
And    
If I stand in the rain a little bit longer    
The sun will dry up the streams of water    
As    
My father said he will always embrace his daughter in her darkest hour    
   
In this season of the weakening    
I need nourishment    
            Confirmation    
            Intercessory prayer    
             Approval    
              Healing    
              Strength    
             Affirmation    
            To Yield    
            To receive    
The Holy Spirit    
So    
My (whole) heart can be sewn with his hands in grace(see line 8)    
     
The Revelation  
 
David is talking to me    
I don’t receive his words    
My ears bleed    
From the drumming pain    
Of the Martyr    
   
In the season of the weakening    
I find JOSHUA    
For courage    
Because    
This drumming pain    
Has left a 10 year old stain    
I tried to scrub out    
I went to Philippians to find something    
I went to The Hebrews    
I went to TITUS    
But some    
ACTS    
Can’t be forgiven    
I’m just looking for the holy grounds    
To soak this sin in    
   
   
     
   
   
   
   
 
Written by Red_CurtainS (SEVEN-ONE-EIGHT)
Published | Edited 12th Apr 2020
Author's Note
(I may break this up into a two part poem))))
Line 8 I say hole- meaning pass through
The last line I say (whole) meaning entire,
Complete

David is a biblical character , but also a relevant figure I’m referencing I’m ignoring his words and turn to someone else to tell my afflictions (see poem on Devils Food)
Use of first person is for the effect the poem gives
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