Agape Love

Though the storm is over I still feel disconnected from love’s patience.
I find myself thinking about the deeper meaning of genuinely spending the rest of my life with someone.
Becoming someone’s wife never ever crossed my mind
I was always running around avoiding the pains of caring for someone the same way they would me.
Hopes
Dreams
Cold sweats because they aren’t next to me
Now I spend my time wishing time could stop because my intimacy with you is more than just a date.
Your friendship is a beautiful distraction from the downs I have experienced.
Inspiration isn’t just a thought anymore because I can make sense of it
Common sense.
I don’t need a microphone to sing about it
Or, a witness to understand that this is the opposite of deception and lies
I trust that you’re an advocate for agape love
It forces you to surrender and ask God to show you how to see through the language of love
It connects you to what you really need and felt you didn’t deserve.