Brian

Tell me its a dream
This isn't my reality
Has it been nine years
The wound still stings
My heart has never been the same
Nothing can mend the hurt and the pain
No one can silence my internal screams
Please just come back to me
Wake me from this nightmare
Hold me
I want to hear your voice one more time
Not just a voicemail
For real this time
I want to hold your hand as we laugh about random things
Play video games
Sit beneath the stars
Talk for hours
What i wouldn't give
I lost a piece of my soul the day you died
You hold it now buried beneath the ground
I sit at your grave
I try to pull myself out
Your shirt comforts me as i sleep
Against naked flesh
Just so i can feel im in your embrace as i fall into slumber
I heard our song
The knife plunges again
Since i lost you it never ends
People say time will heal
The wound will disappear
It doesn't
The pain has gotten so bad I have just gone numb
My scream cant be heard
Because my voice has gone hoarse
It never gets better it feels like its gotten worse
Im not okay
Even if it is just for a day Brian my love please come back to me.