Cycles of Belief
This is it
This is the start
The beginning of understanding
The freedom of choice
The wonder of illusion
These passing states of connection and realization
Lead to a wondrous moment of thinking a perfect answer has been achieved
An answer that seems solid, sturdy, definite and yet like staring into the eye of a predator ready to kill me, a perfect moment passes where all is as calm and cold as a lake on a moonlight night, and then I realize the illusion of achieving my goal is always superseded by the desire to reach another.
That was it.
Is this the end?
The end of understanding
The lack of choice
The simplicity of knowledge
These passing states of disconnection and confusion
Lead to a catastrophic moment of thinking nothing has been achieved
An answer that seems weak, useless, impossible and yet like staring into the eye of my lover, a perfect moment passes where all is as vibrant and warm as the sun on a summers day, and then I realize the perfection of reaching my goal is always superseded by the necessity to reach another.