Too cold now

The cold is too much to bare

The frost biting at my eyelashes
Cheeks turning pink
Lips chapping and bleeding

So so
Cold

I can't stand it
Shivering alone in the NetherLands
While they sit comfy and warm

Heated by the happiness and love in which I know not

Hands no longer able to move
The frost turning them blue

Fighting the cold I move on
But the blizzard never lets up,it just keeps snowing

Until I'm blinded by white
Nothing else is visible
Just endless white, lonely cold nothing

I see a light and hope fills my chilled body
I scream hoping they see but slip and fall into its path

The car drives faster towards my fallen body
They don't stop
They get closer until I see my end

Screaming I awake from the dream
Sweat dripping but still ever cold

Only then did  I realize the cold and biting frost
  Came from within