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MY EARLY BIRTHDAY GIFT

My day has been full of shit stress...
A huge fucking mess
Nothing good
Only red fumes mood
My family that kills my mind in rudes...

Tired as I knew...
My day would be worst them the famous blue
All colors tangle up like insane glue

Like why fucking me?!?!
What the hell!!!

This always happens a day before my birthday
hits harder than a crabs shell
Not like how I wanted things this way
"Shit, that on-demand that has to be!!!"...
Like rots badly then decay itself
I can't say anything with my mom or else
This is my asylum that will come
Always to haunt my ass
To show me I'm dumb
To see my laughing path
My life converting to numb
Like a leftover crumb
That needs sweeping then to the trash...

YEA MOM YOU SAY TO GO WITH YOU TO CHURCH
I WAS SO WILLING TO
WHY CAUSE I DONT MIND TO GOD TO SEARCH
BUT YOU KILLED ME, YES YOU!!!?
YOU THROW FALSE JUDGEMENT UNTO ME CRUEL...
CAN'T FUCKING TALK TO YOU LIKE A NORMAL DAUGHTER WOULD DO!!!
CAUSE YOU BRING UP STUPIDITY THOUGHTS
THAT AREN'T EVEN TRUE!!!
THINGS THAT ONLY YOUR MIND CONSTRUCTS!!!
WHY YOU ALWAYS DO THIS!
WHY YOU START TO HISS?
START TO DISAPPOINT TO THE POINT TO ME PISS...
YEA I GUESS IT WAS SOMETHING YOU LOVE AND MISS
YOU LOVE SEEING ME ANGRY TO THE POINT I LATER OUR COOL PLANS YOU WANTED US TO DO AND TO HEAR ME SAY I'LL FUCKEN DISMISS...
WHY?!?!
"CAUSE YOU DONT CARE WHAT I THINK"
WHAT ALL I WANT TO EVEN TRY...
YOU ASSUME AND SAY I BITCHEN STINK
THEN YOU LATER LAUGH WITH A CORRUPTED WINK??

NO MOM...
NO, I WILL NOT GO ANYMORE WITH YOU TO SEE GODS HOME...
YOU DESTROYED AND SOURED MY INSPIRATION
YOU WILL GO ON YOUR OWN
CAUSE MY HEART THAT'S NOW ALL GONE
YOU RIPPED IT OUT OF ME LIKE A HUGE PAINFUL LACERATION...
"YOUR DARK TEMPTATION"
YOU SEEK TO FIND IN MY SOUL
WELL, YOU GOT IT...
SO LOVE MY HATE AND SHIT!!!
NOW HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER MY RAGE
YEA I FEEL BETTER NOW THAT I REACHED A NEW AGE HAHA...
 
SILENCE WHOLE
THE DEEP HOLE

THAT IS IN MY CHEST FOR IT TO SHOW
NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
JUST GO...
LEAVE ME IN DARKNESS
 I'LL HIDE IN MY CHAINS OF A HARNESS
THAT YOU CREATE IN ME YOUR HIGHNESS
JUST TIRED OF ALL THIS UNKINDNESS

THANKS, MOTHER
MY BIRTHDAY STARTS LIKE A POISONED FLOWER...
THAT WILL SHOWER
HOUR BY THE HOUR
THAT YOU DID IN ME CONQUER

THAT SWEET VENOM
THAT SPREADS LIKE YOU MOM
THAT IS YOUR LOVE YOU BESTOW UNTO ME
YOUR LOVE YOU WANT ME TO SEE
THE PERSON YOU LONG FOR ME TO BE
"LIKE YOU"
JUST LIKE YOU DO...
WITHERED IN LOST SELFISHLY...

I'LL CRY YES ILL CRY"
JUST LET IT SUCK ME OUT DRY...
"LOVE THIS PAIN THAT IS WHY"
NOTHING PERSONAL, NOTHING NEW...
JUST WORDS THAT ARE TRUE
 GOODBYE...
NANCY_RDZ_STORIES
Written by NANCY_RDZ_STORIES (WRITER LYRICIST ARTIST)
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Author's Note
WROTE FEW TIMING BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY. A DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY AND SHIT BREAKS LOSE. MY WINNING BIRTHDAY POEM PRETTY MUCH.
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