"I Love You, But I Need Him"

You are The Love of My Life.
The man of my dreams,
And I thank God for you everyday.
But I'd be a liar if I told you that I am okay.

I am not okay.
I am confused to be honest.
You see, I miss that feeling of being needed,
of being wanted.
And now that you have me
you don't feel the need to still try and keep me.
And when we make love it seems like a one way street.

As your wife, its my duty to grind and ride that dick off
and present the pleasure you deserve.
But then after you bust your nut
I'm left there
high and dry,
except my pussy's still wet.
I love you, I do
But understand I need Him.

He kisses every inch of my body,
and he loves the taste of my chocolate skin.
He tells me he loves me,
even though he knows I don't love him.

He'd wrap his hand around my neck
and stares deep into my eyes
He gifts me with a soft kiss
and says "You know your mines".

That's the shit I'm talking about
He needs me too!
But I just need his deep strokes,
Because he knows I love you.

He hits it from the back,
while pulling my hair,
I know this is wrong,
but I love the fuck we share.

I needed this
I needed the feeling of being needed
I know you love me, but you never showed me that
He did.

And when he fucks me so good,
The only thing on my mind is you,
I needed his dick, but I love you.