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Self-hatred

In the depths of your despair,    
I am established, firmly anchored.
I am your desire to give up.    
I'll take away.    
Located where no one else can live. My lawful stay.    
   
Although you want me away,  
it will never be enough.  
You want to banish me,  
but I will not disappear. Never.  
Will always exist, in sorrow and pain.    
 
Live on within, like a spider,  
on the walls of your entrails.  
A feeling you can never get rid of.  
Keep on dreaming.  
One day you will love me,  
cause redemption will never come.
Written by CArpeNoctem_ (CN_)
Published | Edited 21st Jan 2020
Author's Note
In some of us there lives a voice. Some of us can't escape from. In others more alive than in some. This one isn't personal.
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
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